9/11人的一生，漫漫长路。不容易，不容易。也许你执着与短时间的收益。比如我们的高考，中考。确实好。有用。受益匪浅。我的几乎所有的人生观，价值观，以及基础知识。都得感谢扎实的中国基础教育。感谢！但是，当你脱离了中国的基础教育体系。进入大学，进入社会，没人关心你，没有在乎你，好与坏，努力与不努力的界限越来越模糊。你自己也在怀疑，我是不是还需要向以前那么呢？因为，社会的复杂多变，各种各样的成功方式，看着人家的光鲜亮丽，看着人家的志得意满。是不是很迷茫。我不知道你的情况，但是我是的。逃课没什么。导师也不怎么关心。挂了也没什么。重修就好了。到了大学，感受到那种浓浓的商业气息和放养气息。我迷茫了，陪同学一起打游戏，泡妞，装逼，笑哈哈，我感觉过得很舒服，很爽。但是又默默得感觉到失落。我知道我在浪费我人生中最宝贵的光阴年华，但是我却很享受那种放纵感。周围的人都说，这有什么错。是的，这确实没什么错。但是，曾几何时，我已经忘了，在哪遥远的初中和高中，我有一个梦，我有一个理念，我不甘心，居于人下。我下定决心，只要我能万人之上，哪怕我付出什么，都可以。我忘记了哪一种拼劲，我忘记了哪一种一往如前的锋利的锐气。现在，我更多的是接受了现实。更多的是，人云亦云。我的锐气在哪里，我的精气神在哪里。游戏消磨了我的光阴，酒精磨灭了我的意志，女友让我接受了现状，而小老板让我看低了自己的价值。我不甘心，我仰天大号，不甘心！殊不知，有多少不甘心的人啊！他们的选择是重回校园，哪怕再苦再累，也给自己腾出一段时间，从新学习人生的技能，学更多的本事，给自己更多的空间。我不服，所以我拼搏；我不甘心，所以我一往无前。二十四的我，94年的我，也许已经不再年轻，已经挥霍了最宝贵的青春年华，但我给自己三年。我一定汲取更多的扎实根基，给自己以后更多的空间。2018有我，2018我务必无悔！Eng:Alongjourneyofaperson’slife.Noteasy,noteasy.Maybeyouareobsessedwithshort-termgains.Forexample,ourcollegeentranceexamination,highschoolentranceexamination.Reallygood.itworks.Benefitedalot.Almostallmyoutlookonlife,values,andbasics.IhavetothankthesolidbasiceducationinChina.thanks!However,whenyouareseparatedfromChina\'sbasiceducationsystem.Whenyouenteringtheuniversity,enteringthesociety,noonecaresaboutyou,doesnotcareaboutyou,goodorbad,theboundariesbetweenhardworkandhardworkareincreasinglyblurred.Youarealsoskeptical.DoIstillneedtogotothepast?Becausethesocietyiscomplexandchangeable,allkindsofsuccessfulways,watchingpeople\'sglamorousandbeautiful,watchingpeople\'sambitions.Isitveryconfused?Idon\'tknowyoursituation,butIam.Itisnothingtoskipclasses.Thetutordoesnotcaremuch.Theclassofhangingupisnothing.Itwillbefinetorebuild.WhenIarrivedattheuniversity,Ifeltthestrongcommercialatmosphereandstockingatmosphere.Iamconfused,playinggameswithmyclassmates,pickingupgirls,pretendingtobeforced,laughing,Ifeelverycomfortable,verycool.ButIfeellostinthesilence.IknowthatIamwastingthemostprecioustimeofmylife,butIenjoythesenseofindulgence.Peoplearoundyousaidthatthereissomethingwrongwiththis.Yes,thereisnothingwrongwiththis.However,onceuponatime,Ihaveforgottenthatinthedistantmiddleschoolandhighschool,Ihaveadream,Ihaveaconcept,Iamnotwilling,livingunderpeople.ImadeupmymindthataslongasIcangetabove10,000people,evenifIgiveanything,Ican.Iforgotwhichkindofhardwork,Iforgotwhichkindofsharpandsharpasbefore.Now,Iammoreacceptingthereality.What\'smore,peopleareclouded.Whereismyanger,whereismyspirit?Thegamehasconsumedmytime,alcoholhaswipedoutmywill,mygirlfriendhasacceptedmethestatusquo,andthelittlebosshasmademelookdownonmyvalue.Iamnotwilling,Iamsoold,notreconciled!Idon\'tknowhowmanypeopleareunwilling!Theirchoiceistoreturntothecampus,eveniftheyaretiredandtired,theywillgivethemselvessometime,learntheskillsoflife,learnmoreskills,andgivethemselvesmorespace.Idon\'tacceptit,soIstruggle;Iamnotwilling,soIammovingforward.Twenty-four,I,in1994,maynolongerbeyoung,havesquanderedthemostpreciousyouth,butIgavemyselfthreeyears.Imustlearnmoresolidfoundationsandgivemyselfmorespaceinthefuture.2018hasme,2018,Imusthavenoregrets!